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Wednesday, 28 January 2009

Surprise Presents


I haven't updated my blog in a while... Spent my last days just trying to spend as much time as I could with everyone..

Im back... back in Australia, back in Adelaide... 

How does it feel?? Well.. the first few days weren't too bad, dad was still here and Mitch had holidays from work... but now, now I'm alone, no one at home.. and I don't know what to do. All I can think about it all the friends I've left and how I wish I was still with them.

I had christmas at mums house.. heaps of presents, it was good, but it didn't really feel like christmas. Aku jauh lebih senang natalanku di Jogja... di sana aku ga dapat kado, tapi itu jauh lebih berarti. It was good to see mum again tho, see her place n now things have changed and her new dog.

Over the last few days Dama has been asking me if I unpacked yet... and Now I know the reason.. Last night I was looking for my apple remote, so i went into my suitcase, n then I noticed a small pink bag... I had no idea what it was, so I knew I didn't put it there. I opened it and saw that it was a box and a letter from Dama... Reading it made me soooo happy and so so sooo sad at the same time... I wish I didn't have to leave.. I opened the box, in it was a photo frame with four photos.... from photo box... her and vando... in each photo they are holding up a sign "we" in the first "love" in the second "you" the third and "Bondan" the fourth. and all put together in a frame... I miss you guys soo much. it might not seem like much of a present to you Dama... but to me, it has sooooo much value. Yesterday was hard, being alone the entire day, my first day where I felt like "things are going back the way they used to be" I'm always thinking about you guys, and then I find this gift, that shows you guys also care.  I don't really know what I'm saying, or what I want to say... 

Well... I guess what I want to say is Thank You!! Thank you for everything, for being there and caring. You guys mean the world to me and its so hard  for me to be away from you. 

Miss you so much.

6 comments:

Dama said...

lol yeh, the very reason why i asked u if u had unpacked. im glad u like it. actually a better idea came up after we made that foto. same idea pretty much but the sign wouldve been 'lihat siapa yang mencintaimu?' lol. it doesnt matter now tho, u like the present =))
we miss u big time, emo kid. ur helmet and ur bike cure the pain (from missing u) a bit. but they're not u, not the same. we hope to see u again. i'll send u snacks from indo when i get back in canberra. give me ur addy.

xoxo

Rad Sujanto said...

hey just a suggestion, if you really liked to share what you experienced with the photo why didn't you just take a picture of it and upload it on your blog so your readers weren't left wondering.

good luck with your ice skating there anyway.

Brendan said...

haha.. good idea rad.. thanks.. =)

btw.. sorry about the post.. haha.. i was a bit emo that day =P

Rad Sujanto said...

thats a lot better now =) you guys rawk!

Anonymous said...

We all miss you, you know that. I know how tough it can be when you're alone - but hey, are you lonely? You have us in your hearts, right? Okay, that might sound a bit cheesy.

I have been in an emo mood too, but with different situation. I think too much, I cannot enjoy life as I should. But then I received an email, from a friend and it made me me cry (seriously) because then I realised how precious everyone is to me.

You see, all I can say now to you is: being apart from someone but you know they love you is better than being very close physically to someone but knowing they don't care for you.

Stay safe, enjoy life. We all want you to be happy =)

stacey_symons said...

lol. u wanted me to comment so here is my comment.

awww that is so cute!!! :P